My World

My 4/20

4/20. What a marvelous holiday. Its meaning to most is that its a time for all the wild hippies to do what they do, and smoke pot- America’s most dangerous, deadly drug. Wait, no that’s not right. That’s actually complete bullshit. The only reason 4/20 is what it is, is because of the stereotype people create around the “drug” that is marijuana. Most people just think its a day for people to be lazy and worthless and smoke weed all day. If that’s the case, then those people were lazy and worthless before they smoked a plant. 4/20 is designed to represent relaxation, friendship, and taking part in the most beautiful, complex plant on earth. Yes, plant. Not drug. The simple fact that this random day of the year has become globally known as a day to get especially high, speaks to the harmless impact this plant has had on all these people. Recent history and legislation has proven the lack of real risk and presence of rewards for state government as well as the end user. Its a billion dollar, underground industry. The government comes up with anything and everything to say that it would actually cost more to decriminalize or legalize it and the naive, ignorant people of this world just accept it and move on. The truth, which for some reason people don’t care to know, is that we spend millions of tax dollars a year just to keep people in prison that were caught with a small amount of weed, or even just a pipe and paraphernalia. That’s absurd. Absolutely absurd. If there is one person on this planet that believes it’s okay for people to be locked up for a gram of weed, but legally by cancer sticks(cigarettes) and many different types of alcohol, then they have lost there mind.

King Wizard By Scott Mescudi

cudlife:

I can’t decide
What if life’s a lie?
I push the lames aside
They’ll learn

I can’t ever front, know why?
It’s not my style, no lie
Fuck all the talk
In time, they’ll burn

I can’t decide
What if life’s a lie?
I push the lames aside
They’ll learn

I can’t ever front, know why?
Its not my style, no lie
They’ll never take me alive
King Wizard!

Just a theory…

While I do understand that this is but a social media tool and one with an average audience at best, I realize my words do not reach many. Yet, I do so enjoy typing random rants. I have but a small theory. Well, small relative to the entirety of what we perceive. Now, we have 5 basic senses- sight, feel, taste, hearing, and smell. With these, we are able to perceive the world in a rather standard way. That is, all humans perceive the world in generally the same way, with very few minuscule variables. With that, we also are very aware of 3 dimensions- height, weight, and depth. Time is the 4th dimension, the first of many dimensions that humans cannot sense. Here enlies an interesting theory- what if there are many, millions even, of other dimensions and materials that humans cannot sense. Small examples already exist in society with animals. Dogs have a higher sense of hearing than humans, owls have a high sense of sight. If their are things that animals can see and hear that humans can’t, why would their not be other things can’t sense. I say all this having no real evidence or reasoning, simply a theory. Our universe and the depths of space have an infinite number of questions, all of which involve theoretical dimensions of time and matter. Who’s to say our own Earth doesn’t suffer from the same types of questions, having many of years changed forever. I mean hell, their could be an entire separate life form among us, that none of us have the capability to perceive.

-Paul Jones 

chairs

macadelicmixtape:

isn’t it funny how people sit.

chairs are built to sit on, that is there purpose. a comfortable break from a world filled with standing.

yet, why do i enjoy sitting on tables and arms of couches.

Damn

Damn.. folks pretending like I give a fuck.

Birthday rant

As I come on my 21st birthday, I begin to think about different things. One thing that has been on my mind is simply mental and emotional states. Many times in life, situations present themselves to us that from the outside seem like no brain decisions. Seems like something anyone would jump at the opportunity. But with decisions like this, a person needs to do a self evaluation. See where they are in there life physically and more importantly, mentally. The mental stability and status of someone is far more important than It’s thought to be. If someone is not in the right place mentally, they won’t be in the right place emotionally or physically for a given situation. While they may love the opportunity they’ve been presented, its up to them to decide that they just can’t handle it. The mind must be right for the body to enjoy. Happiness starts from the inside out. Your body won’t enjoy things unless your mind allows it to. Mental stability is often looked at as a sign of being crazy or some other sort of bad state. But I see it as a sign of deep thought, or at least complex thought. Confusion in your own mind comes from extreme thought and sometimes conflicting ideas within yourself. It takes time, sometimes in solitude, to figure it all out. You have to be okay within yourself before you can be okay with others.

Just a little rant. -Paul Jones

Tides have turned

So its been an interesting few months for me. I know I never really write on here, but I figured things have been going good, why not share it.  It has been quite some time since I’ve been happy due to another person, let alone a girl. By some sort of divine miracle, God has allowed for a really amazing girl to come into my life. And, get this, she actually thinks I’m not too bad? Imagine that, an incredible girl, who actually enjoys being around me. Truly remarkable. I can’t remember the last time I’ve been this, dare I say, giddy. For so long I have thought it was near impossible for someone to actually, genuinely care about me, but I think she actually does. It’s really remarkable. Puts me in such a good mood, I think I may use this site more.

-Remarkable

Marley quote

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals there were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a not, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid its like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long days work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” - Bob Marley